*I will call what I experienced “postpartum anxiety” for the purposes of having a language to communicate, but labels can alienate and create distance. That’s why I’m taking some time to dig into what it was like for me. And I want to make very clear that what you or others may experience can look very different or very similar to this and you still need and deserve help. It could seem more severe, it could seem less, it could be a day a month, or two years after your baby was born, it doesn’t matter, ask for help, every single parent needs help.
Part One—Finding My Voice Again
Paige Doughty 
5 responses to “Part One—Finding My Voice Again”
I can’t wait to read part 2. Your best writing yet
I am amazed at your courage in writing this and I know that many mothers will feel a sense of support, knowing they aren’t alone, in reading it. And I’m so happy to have found your blog, as it will give me a chance to know you better across the miles. It gives me extraordinary happiness to have found my extended family and connect with you.
Crying as I read this, feeling a lot of love and empathy for you and this intensity. OMG. I’m so glad to be knowing more about you and all of this. Virtual hug going out to you, soon to be followed by a real life one! xoxo
Wow Paige! I am so grateful to hear your story. I have certainly felt all of those feelings, although I don’t think it was all at once. Can’t remember. Funny how the brain works! Can’t wait for part 2. Sending you love!
Thank you for sharing your story. Beautifully written. I hope you have found help to get you through this, and I applaud you for sharing this to let others know they are not alone if they struggle in the postpartum period. Wishing you continued wellness.